Serious Luv Prob Need Help :((( My Lyf in ur hand ...?

wanting to be in love is understandable as well as pleasing your parents. but your parents being against love is wrong. at one point your parents were in love as well. they know how it feels. and for them to deny you the right to be with this girl that you love so much, there's no reason for them to keep you from that. you are their only child and they will forgive you one day. but for now, you have a lady waiting for you who wants to be with you... don't lose that. it's something hard to find. committing suicide would only break her heart and i truly hope this reaches you in time if you're being serious about suicide.